So we got home from the hospital about 11 last night, the doctor said his bloodwork was fine and he does not have pneumonia just a bad cold and there was no reason to keep him in, unless I felt that he needed to be admitted, so we came home after I had a short visit with Lori a family friend who brought me up a smoothie and muffin from Tim Hortens, which was very very nice of her and made the drive home alot better, since we had been at the hospital since 330. Reiko was up every half hour again last night, so I didn't get much sleep. Kai was brought to daycare this morning and Derek was helping his cousin's business for a bit so Reiko and I had a lazy morning and I napped when he napped, although it didn't last that long. I took the day off from working out again today, I feel really guilty doing it and I am secretly, or not so secretly worried that I am going to go off track again, but maybe the fact that I feel guilty for not working out means that this time it is sticking. I hope I don't go off track, I am really starting to feel good, and I think part of the reason I feel so damn drained is the not eating as well as I was before the weekend. The birthday party and hospital(again) threw me off of the good eating habits. But tomorrow whether I have had 10 hours or 1 hour of sleep I will get my butt moving and eating healthy..today wasn't horrible and neither was yesturday, but it just wasn't as good as before. Kai had a good day at daycare and as soon as I picked him up he asked to go to Grandma and Granpa's again but had to tell him not today. He was a good boy all day, snacked on the lunch that grandma and granpa sent to his daycare lol, they didn't know you don't send a lunch with them lol, after supper I came downstairs to seeing Derek with a spoonful of Nutella and Kai with some chocolate eggs and they both gave me this caught look, it was so funny, I wish I had my camera reaady then, he was soo his daddy for a minute. Reiko wasn't his happy self today, although uncle Marty was able to make him laugh and smile when he stopped by after work, he was just quiet most of the day and had a few short naps..didn't do much of anything. hopefully tomorrow he will feel better. He is in bed now and I am relaxing while Daddy took Kai to the gym to play for a bit before bed, tire him out abit, it will be an early night tonight, especially since unfortunately my respite care worker is sick so she can't come til thursday. Hopefully Kai won't fight bedtime tonight and I can go to bed right afterwards. Tonight is the first time I haven't gone on the walk with the ladies and it is bugging me not going, but I just really need to take tonight off. I can't believe 3 more days and my baby is my toddler! How can that be? How can Reiko really be a year old already! I know, I know I keep talking about it, but this year has been insane, we went from a very boring everyday was the same kinda life to a life of pure unpredictability! And our family is now complete and perfect. <3 I may be exhausted but I sure do feel lucky to have this life.
Take care, and get some sleep.for me...
Jess
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