Today I woke up feeling tired and grumpy again, until I looked on the computer and saw the devastating news of the Japan Earth Quake and Tsunami..All of a sudden I wasn't so grumpy about lack of sleep and low energy, I was heart broken for all the people affected by this tragic event. I am sending out all my prayers and good thoughts to everyone out there. It really does put your life in prespective of how lucky we all are, and how we can complain about the silly little things. In the last 24 hours so many people lost their lives, homes..well everything..I have nothing to complain about in retrospect.
Ok onto life.
I know I said I didn't have anything to complain about, but I am going to complain alittle.
Kai has been driving me mad..literally..It starts early with him getting into everything and anything, making huge messes, screaming, yelling, crying and not listening to anything I say..it goes to bedtime, where it turns into an hour fight at least, where in that time he manages to wake up Reiko who then screams and Kai screams and then I want to scream...Can he just go to bed easy for one freaking night? last night he didn't go to sleep until close to 11..after alot of fighting and ignoring, and bargaining and anything in between, he finally stopped and went to sleep and so Reiko finally slept to. I don't know how to handle him some days, I love him, but WOW is he ever pissing me off lately. I am just ready to run away for abit, not literally, but wishfully, just for a weekend or something, TO GET AWAY FROM MY TODDLER! Today I was trying to do my 30 day shred, Kai is into everything in the cubboards, I go check on him and he has coloured all over the floors and walls in the kitchen...I tried to get him to clean it, but he realised how hard it was to clean up and couldn't do it. Then I was holding Reiko and asked him to hand me a foam ball on the floor for Reiko, well he grabbed it and threw it at Reiko and hit him on his head and of course then Reiko started screaming and I had to wonder if that stupid ball broke anything in his head..which thankfully no it didn't. I know it was an accident, but it just goes along with everything he has been doing lately..I am just tired of fighting with him all day everyday.
Reiko has been in great moods lately, super happy..that is until I start doing my workouts in the livingroom and then he starts crying the whole time, today he actually threw a block at me because he was mad, I laughed so hard, I can't believe he did that to me lol. Oh and he has started saying mama all the time since yesturday, he always just said dada but he finally says mama now! YAY!
Ok so I complained alot today, I am sorry..just mommy frustrations I guess. I love Kai with everything in me I really do, and he is good little boy, just some days are really hard and I can't help but feel tired with him..he has all this energy and no where to use it right now, the weather has been bad for 3 days now so we couldn't even go for walks, and he only has school mon and wed, I cannot wait until til he starts school in September, that should use up alot of his energy, I hope. Ok Derek wants the computer, lol, he is such a hogger lol. Take care everyone.
Oh wait, I have worked out everyday this week, I am on day 3 of 30 day shred, mon and tues I did walks, wed and thurs 30 day shred and zumba and turbo and today 30 day shred and a 10km bike ride. I am rocking it this week! hopfeully next week to! Ok now, I'm done lol.
Jess
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