Ohhh Energy where are you??

Its been a rough few days, Reiko is sick, and not sleeping...I am not sleeping...and my energy has just left the building, crossed the street and taken an airplane far far away...I could use about 40 energy drinks just to get me by the days please....Zumba was cancelled tonight because of the snowy weather we got, so I don't have that to fall back onto. So I will stick with day 2 of the 30 day shred level2. I did it last night and I was thinking it would just be alittle harder than level 1, boy was I wrong, I was very angry with Jillian, it was a good thing the kids were asleep because Jillian was getting a mouth full from me, and non of it was pleasant. The house is a mess, laundry is piling up, even the clean laundry is piling up because it needs to be folded and put away, the dishes keep piling up no matter how often I wash them, the floors were mopped on the weekend and it looks like it has never seen one before...I am just wiped right now, wy different than how I was feeling last week, that is for sure. But Reiko's cold is just taking everything out of me, and I hate it. Last night he had another rough night and I had him on my chest for a while just so he could breathe better, and after some tylenol and advil and puffer he seemed to be able to breathe alittle better. I didn't get to sleep til well after 2 am, and Reiko still woke me up tons. Derek came home from work and I went to sleep until 12, but I was not ready to wake up, 3/4 days of hardly any sleep is just awful. I have been sticking with my good eating, no scale differences though..stupid scale lol. Tomorrow is the big day, and I am sure it will be on my mind all day and night. He will be 1 years old...awwwwwwwwww.....Ok I am even to lazy to finish this post..soo take care.

don't i just look pleasant...

Jess