5lbs down baby!!

he was so tired, its such a beautiful picture!

He is perfect <3

This was the first time Reiko was able to sit in the bumbo chair on Christmas Day! He is getting so strong!

Thats right!! This whole eating healthy 6 times a day thing really really works! I have more engery than ever! I am losing weight, feeling good, feeling happy and I really look forward to eating my healthy foods! This is what I am supposed to do! I am supposed to learn to love eating healthy foods and to take care of myself. My only question has been, what do I do when Reiko is sent by ambulance to children's hospital? Usually once a month, excluding last month, he gets sent down to childrens hospital by ambulance for his pneumonia, Derek stays here with Reiko and I head down in the ambulance with him. So what do I do about my healthy eating then? I guess hopefully I can walk to a grocery store and pick up some healthy foods so that I do not have to resort to the awful, dreaded hospital food...which is one thing I cannot understand! How do they not have healthy food? They only have a salad bar at lunch then its closed and weekends all you can get is friend foods and tim hortens..what is a parent to do that is constantly stuck in a hospital? It's hard enough not to snack then, let alone literally not having the option to eat healthy food. So here is hoping that Reiko will not be admitted into the hospital for a long long time! Right now he is lying next to me on the couch, yelling, talking and kicking his legs, its adorable! I swear he said duck today too, over and over again..like right now lol. Last night was new years eve, Derek and I played Halo, my first time playing ever, not that much fun really, we lasted like 20 minutes then he watched a few episodes of the show "Mike & Molly, I have not laughed so hard in months and Derek was happy to see me laughing so hard. I only stayed up til 11, then headed to bed, new years doesn't mean much to us, sleep does lol. Derek got up with Reiko last night, brought him downstairs and I had a great sleep, thanks to Lorazapam! Today Kai is heading to his Oma's for the night, she wanted him over, so that gives me a chance to catch up on laundry, and clean alittle, other than that it will be a easy day, do some workouts and spend some time with my hunny! Happy New Years to everyone! Thank you for all your love and support in 2010, but here is hoping that 2011 will be a hell of a lot better year! xoxo