Almost Ready.

In 24 hours Reiko and I will be at our hotel in Montreal. the first few days will be easy, it will be the usual, go to the hotel, drop of bags, go get some food and then have an early bedtime, next morning wake up at 6, have something to eat before Reiko wakes up, get him ready and out the door to Shriners by 730 am, where they will give me some cotton balls to catch his urine, they will access his port, have a DEXA scan done, xrays, meet with PT and OT, meet with his doctors, get his treatment and then eventually go back to the hotel after meeting with 15 different people. But the next day we don't go home like we usually do, the next day we will pack our bags and bring them to the hospital where he will be admitted for his surgery the next day. The surgery day I don't know what to expect, they have it scheduled for 12pm, but who knows if that will be right. But my sister will be there to help me so that is so important. I am kinda ready, I am ready for the surgery to be done and over with, but the hardest part I am in no way ready for is to leave Kai and Derek. I look at Kai today and get emotional looking at him thinking that for 23 days I will only be able to hear his voice, no cuddles, no kisses, no playing, just his voice. I hate leaving Derek to, he is my husband and don't tell him I said this but my best friend (he doesn't believe in spouses being best friends lol). I will miss his companionship, his love, his kisses and hugs, his funny personality and just being with him. Talking on the phone just does not do any justice for the real thing. Reiko is due for his zole and you can tell he is in pain right now, and he is getting a cold now, I just hope it goes away before thursday. There is so much on my mind right now, so many things running through it and is overwhelming. I am ready for the stress and anxiety about the surgeries to be over with. I will update you all as soon as I can. xoxoxo Take care!