Today is the day, it is all beginning, my new life of health. Yes so many people say this every year, saying this will be the year, but it will be..I am determined, I have inspiration and I have motivation! Yesturday I bought a pair of size 27 skinny jeans, they are alittle stretchy so probably a size 28/29 in normal jeans, but still, I love them, I have a size 31 in them right now and wear them everyday, so now I have to hang my size 27's on my door and have them staring back at me everyday to remind me of what I WILL accomplish! Ok I just tried on my size 27 jeans, yea they won't fit on my ass or even close to doing up, and a real 27's would not even go up one leg lol..soo there it is, my goal right there. Ultimately I would like to lose 60lbs, which would bring me to 125lbs, but I am thinking I would be happy anywhere between there and 135lbs. But today I look at it as in the first 5 lbs, then I will look beyond that once I hit those 5lbs. I did wake up weak and needed a quick wakeup so I ate 2 peanut butter bars about 1x1 inch, then I did the right thing and through the rest of christmas goodies in the garbage so there will be no more temptation. I will be weak sometimes, but I will always be incredibly strong and lose this weight for my health and myself..after that it will be for my boys.
Ok so now onto life, yesturday was boxing day, Derek and I did some browsing at the stores to see the deals, not to much honestly, we bought batteries since we always need them, and other essentials, but really there was nothing exciting on sale. Then we headed out to my mother in laws for our christmas supper, it was a delishious meal! Reiko had a yogurt pretzel yesturday and he was so excited and happy eating it, he even ate some mashed potatoes and, he had a great day, was in a great mood and was loving all the attention from his uncles and Oma. Kai spent the night with Oma, giving us a break from a very hard day full of tantrums starting at 8am. He cried when I left telling me he wanted to stay at Oma's but wanted me to stay too, it broke my heart to leave, but I am sure he forgot about me within a few minutes, he always does. My only complaint was the table talk that my brother in laws and sister in laws boyfriend were having, I don't like the things they talk about, and have Kai hearing to too. hopefully the next time will be better. When we got home last night I had to go to sleep, the night before was awful, both boys got up about 4 or 5 times, so I went to bed at 7 last night, Reiko woke up a few times last night, but still slept til 7am this morning, so I had almost 12hrs sleep and I cannot complain! Right now Reiko is half asleep beside me, shaking his head side to side every few minutes, I am about to eat so lets hope he will wait, oh nevermind he just woke up lol. at least he is smiling! Ok today is going to be a relaxing day, I will do some pilates and eat healthy! Day 1 baby!
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