sad...

That is Moxy, my dog I grew up with for 7 years before I moved out, he was 12 years old and he passed away today. I loved him so very much. He got me through some very hard times growing up. He was just very sick. I came home from taking my computer course exam, jumped out of the car to check my grades when Derek gave me the news. Kai and I went to my parents house tonight, as soon as I saw my mom we both bawled. I feel awful for my parents, Moxy was like their other child. I will miss him forever. My heart is broken and I will never ever forget him. Moxy always knew if I was sad, he would come up with this sad look on his face and give me kisses..I wish I could have had one more kiss from him, one more hug. We knew this day was coming, but it was still a shock. I feel like I should be crying right now, but I'm not. I am sure it will hit me again soon though. I loved Moxy so much. R.I.P Moxy. xoxoxoxo <3