I'll be honest, I want food bad today...good juicy totally unhealthy food...But I will fight the damn temptation because I have lost .... what the fuckity fuck fuck fuck!??! I had lost like 6lbs, and now I am up 3lbs?! Oh Gosh Damn it, this is not helping my cravings....GRRRRRR I have been perfect on this, no treats at all, been eating super healthy and now I am up??? I even was great at the wedding on the weekend, I had proper portions of the supper, and didn't have any dessert, and then even resisted amazing looking pizza that night...this is completely unfair....BAHHHHH!!!!

I had a doctors appt today, get my yearly exam done and had my doctor look at a lump on my breast..he wants me to come back in 8 weeks to see if it is still there and if it is he wants an ultrasound and mammogram..yay...adding to my wonderful day. But he did approve me getting a tubal ligation done, just have to wait for the other doctor to contact me about it. Life is otherwise good, finishing my computer course this week, exam on thursday, hopefully I pass! Reiko is great, Kai is great, Derek is great..and eating really amazing food around me...but he is great.

Ok I'm annoyed, so I will ttyl..
Jessica



Update: The needle was moved on the scale..as is well again, I didn't gain any weight lol